My mum used to call me almost once in two days back when I'm in the 1st and 2nd semester. Every time I will answer the call with a faster-hang-up-the-phone tone. I'm sure she realize it and yet she thought I behaved like that because I'm busying with my assignments or studies.
Actually I'm not, that time I just don't feel like talking. Some people can talk to their parents on phone all day long, but I can't. Sometimes when I'm down or upset, I will not tell them as I don't want them to worry. They have too many things to be handled with.
In this 3rd semester, mum has changed a bit, she will only call me around once a week? Actually I felt myself have more things to talk to her in that way. Besides, instead of her asking me about my undertakings, at times I will make the 1st move by calling my mum and dad.
Some people might feel this is no big deal but for me this is a little change.
I knew sometimes I hurt them back when I'm at home or how I answered my parents' call.
I'm sorry for what I've done.
One can't turn back a time but he should make sure no same mistake is made in the other time.
xxx
This Monday after staying in the class without lecturer for two hours, I get myself ready and took a 6pm bus to Kl. I think I can considered myself as Jenn's half-roomate already by running to her place at least once a month? Ha.
The next day we meet up with Mizen and Spyng in midvalley.
Mama's kitchen-Aunty Annes-Pasta Zanmai-Snowflake
On the way to Kl on Monday, listening to Elton John's songs all the way, I try to sleep but can't.
Looking the scenery outside, I saw my friends and families faces.
They play an important role in making I am who I am today and affects how I think in a lot of ways.
I don't mind if I less pretty or no richer than others as I always have them.
Then, tears filled my eyes.
There are certain times I cried before,
When young, I cried when I fell,
when I've been canned,
being left out,
being dissapointed.
But this is the first time I have tears because I'm contented.
Ya, things may turn different in the future, but for now, this is how I felt.
I don't know why suddenly I'm so emotional, and the fact that the setting is in a bus doesn't seem right. The passenger who saw may probably thought I have a hard time after breaking up with my boyfriend.
Nah, maybe I cried because am touched by Elton's songs.
Whichever the reason is, I reached Kl safely after that.
Jenn texted me what I prefer for dinner, Cheese and Chalk or KFC?
KFC? Oh please, like I haven't seen enough in Tanjung Malim.
We ended up eating cheese baked rice together with Jessica. :)
